Thank you

I thank the universe for all of my many blessings and magical moments..there are just so so many blessings and gifts. Thanks for my excellent health and flexibility and energetic abilities. My capabilities and desires to work out, yoga, run, bike, swim and more. A healthy mind and body is an active mind and body. lots of Omega-3's too for good memory. I have it - a good memory!

Thanks for my many loves and friendships and talents and plans and musical artistic gifts. I truly appreciate my youthfulness and cuteness. I am cute!

The church would have us not love ourselves and direct and control and manipulate us with fear and shame and guilt ( a little like a republican administration). No longer! I'm past that and I have a happy sex life too since I watched the Oprah on line class with Melody Berger (I believe her name was Berger). So many women called in and said they faked orgasms which couldn't be achieved because of religious taught shame and guilt.

I remember while growing up (Catholic) that sex was okay for guys.. the more the better..but not okay for women.. shameful. Women stayed home and hide pregnancies..were ashamed. The church was behind those limited, ignorant social norms of the times then. Women certainly had their shameful places. Everything was the woman's fault..if a man strayed..from the marriage.. just anything was the woman's fault..if a son was gay (god forbid). What shame!

Once more.. I'm lovable.. and I allow her to love me. I can receive and accept love! It's warm and comforting and wonderful. I love sleeping with her. Yes her!

Life is great.. finally. Life is wonderfully happy and fine! I so thank the universe for watching out over me.. thanks Emma, Ezekiel, Edy and Georgette.. my special spiritual guides. I am so grateful. Thanks.

Please make tomorrow healthy, safe, pain-free and magical! Healthy, wealthy and wise... was the old saying..that holds so true! They forgot loved! and Loving!

And I want to play "Sleep Walk" on my Steel guitar! Yes! And "Don't be Cruel" and other Elvis songs on my sax! And "Tequila"!

Thanks for the memories past, present and future.. the happy love memories.. she's wonderful! I can't wait to see her.. I wish Friday evening by the fire.