Feeling Abandoned

by my "special" spiritual guides who had me on a special mission.

The mission is over...they have been reunited. I got my friend there to speak with Ezekiel to help bring them together. Now I'm without spiritual purpose and feeling rather abandoned. As the mission was going on for the past three years I felt purpose, positive, and confident. Now I feel lost. My art was also a mystical part of the journey. Now that the journey is over...I feel empty and miss feeling that special "purpose" of a mission.

I prefer a spiritual purpose that would involve and evolve me into a loving sexual partnered relationship. Guess I"m feeling lonely and without a "daily based relationship". Mine are in bits and pieces.

Well, I am open to another fun reuniting mission. I could find someone special along the way again.....