A spirit soars....

There was a cell phone salesman on Oprah's show today who sang and brought people in the audience to tears. He brought me to tears. He was so natural...so in his niche.

He had no formal training but sang as a child when kids made fun of him. I guess it gave him comfort and purpose. He said that he felt that he was born to sing. I wish I felt that way about something. I envy that.

You know what I think? I think a passed opera singer spirit from a past life felt he died too soon and is shining his talents through this young man.

This spirit pass sent this young man a wonderful suportive spirit in the way of his wife who is the wind beneath his wings and supports his efforts fully. The young talent grave tribute to his wonderfully supportive wife. She believes wholeheartedly in him.

To sing is this young man's mission and it is why he feels so comfortable when he is singing. He has recording a CD but kept his cell phone sales day job although he has already sold a million CD around the world thanks to YOU TUBE on the internet.

I truly believe in spirits who are on the other side who act and speak through us. I believe this without a doubt. I believe too they have their own agenda and use our resources if we are open to it and agreeable. I remember the day when I offered my services. I guess I was feeling very grateful for all of my blessings that day.

I believe our energies connect with living spirits and with past spirits. I feel Ezekiel's presence. And I feel Edy Goodenoughs and Georgette's spirits and their presence. Although sometimes I feel that they are very busy having fun and living their own "past" lives. They are the spirits that were re-united after life when my friend went to speak to Ezekiel (a channeled spirit).

On her visit to Ezekiel he nailed her, then he asked if there was anyone she wished to speak to. She mentioned Edy and Edy was waiting right there. My friend asked if Edy was with Georgette and she replied. "No, and I miss her." Ezekiel asked my friend what Georgtte's last name was and when he said it...she was instantly there. Ezekiel said. "Oh, she comes fast." I have the tape and have lisitened to it more than once and I am amazed and feel blessed each time I listen to it that I was a part of this miracle reunion.

When I met my friend and she would speak fondly of Edy and say she missed her. I said. "I think she watches over you." I think I said that because Edy was speaking through me. Because all of a sudden the words came to me. You see when my friend told me of some things that Edy said, I knew that Edy believed in the after life. Another time when my friend spoke of Edy I said. "I bet she would like to speak to you." The idea kept nagging at me until my friend agreed and I made the appointment with the woman who channels Ezekiel.

I was so amazed when listening to the tape and so glad that I was a part of the re-uniting of Edy and Georgette. You see I think my friend had to get them together because at one point my friend came between them when she was remantically connected with Edy. Perhaps Georgette just needed a little nudge to come back..she said she had found a beautiful place and she called it Jamica. I thought that was pretty cute. I pictured them very young in the after life. My understanding about it is that you can be any age and look anyway you wish.

But now at times I feel at the cross roads and my sexual desire has deminished somewhat. I firmly believe that I was used as a guide, so to speak, and my purpose was to hook up with my friend so I could get her to Ezekiel. Edy had to use me because I believed in the afterlife and could get my friend there to speak with Ezekiel. In retrospect I can connect the confident times and times and places when I felt very confident with what I was doing..normally I'm not that confident but more wishy washy. In retrospect I am confident that I was truly on a spiritual mission.

I believe my mission may have begun back in the early 1990's when I first visited Ezekeil and believed in him. Edy passed in the fall of 03 and Georgette in the fall 0f 02. I split with my partner of fifteen years in the fall of 04. I remember telling my partner at the time..."It's bigger than both of us." Meaning that I had to move on. Even Ezekiel told me "that the time we were meant to be together had come to an end and we had different paths to travel." However, I still love my ex we were good friends and remain so living near one another.

I think life is mystical and magical. I love life and I want more magical moments. I believe magical moments happen all the time that we only need take the time to realize and truly appreciate them. I believe we are spirits visiting here on earth in the lives and bodies we planned to be in before we chose to vist life and earth. I believe we pre-planned our human lives to service specific purposes and missions here be it for others or ourselves.

I have another theory. I believe life and the existence of our energy, which never goes away but only takes on different forms, experienced past, present and future all at the same time. We just don't realize that it is all happening at once. "Spiritual multitasking" I call it.

Now, I want to feel fullfilled once again. I wish to feel sound and whole! I want to be satisficied and extremely happy..even if nothing has changed in my life... I just want to feel that way. I want to feel loved and in love. I want to be sexually fullfilled, satisfied for I lost that after the re-uniting. I want to feel confident and as sure of myself as I did when I was completing the tasks that led me on my mission to re-unite my friend with her friend passed and the spiritual re-uniting of Edy and Georgette.

So I ask them now for that favor. I want purpose and fullfillment now in my life. I want to feel the estatic excitement of love with another woman. You see, I missed all that in this life as I was born too soon in a strick religious, cold, angry environment. I want to feel comfortable with my mission whatever it is. And of course I want to feel in love and very happy and satisfied and comfortable with her, the love my life. She'll be perfect for me, I know. I want to feel that we are two spirits uniting. I'm not feeling that now. I am feeling distance. I am feeling that it is forced and I am trying to get my sexual satisfaction back....now after the mission has been completed.

I need these three spirits and my spirit guides to send the right love connection spirit to me - in this life yet. I still have time and lots to offer. I am very attractive, loving and full of active life and sexual desire. So I beseech my spirit friends and ask they give me a boost.

There was another magical moment on the Oprah show...that adorable English bull dog who skate boarded. His master said he was self-taught. You could see the dog loved the skate board as he carried it off in his mouth, threw it down pedaled and then proudly hopped on and rode like the wing. I wanted to take me home with me. Another free spirit? Was he once a boy who skate boarded and was robbed of his youth by accident or illness then death. Only to wanted to rush back to skate board. I believe it. I love it!

And now I just finished watching Lisa Williams. She communicates with pasted spirits. In one insistent ten years ago a woman lost her six year old son who was hit by a car. He tells her through Lisa that he is coming back as her grandbaby. The woman's daughter is pregnant.

So see....and why did that woman go to talk to Lisa Williams. There are times too where Lisa finds herself on the street and stoping people to talk to them when spirits and put Lisa and particular persons together in the same place so they can indeed communicate.

Life and the after life are so amazing. I am so glad to be so aware of these things and I am learning more all the time. Thank you universe.

And while I'm at it, thank you universe for all of my many blessings of material safety and things...please keep everything working well. I truly appreciate it. Please take care of my friends and loves ones. I thank you for them in case they forget. Send me love, warm precious, love, blond and feminine and she comes to me....she wants me. She wants a relationship that shines and she is very special and we communicate beautifully. I feel her presence already.