Life is so strange! Just when you get settled in a rut things change and it's because we request change! We want change. We want love and we get it - so better be able to handle it!
I've been with her since Thursday evening. I want to be with her tonight - but think I messed that up! Well, driving arrangements seem complicated and I was tired and still am and can't think straight. But, I'll miss her terribly tonight!
I was negative too many times so she finally agreed. It doesn't pay me to say "No" because I always end up hurting when I do! I should have said I would ride with her home with her friends. Was there room?
I am tired. Life changes make me tired and sometimes I have to take them at same intervals. Little pieces at a time. Carefully! I'm such a "big baby".
I wonder if they are reading my blog now too - since they googled me? No secrets! Nothing is sacred?
My eyes are tired and I'm heading to a concert and I'm sad and heavy hearted and not quite sure why!
I could fall asleep sitting her but much get ready in minutes - I'll be leaving in a half hour.. they have already left to go eat.
I do love her so I'll miss her this evening. It will be a long night!
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