Friday, November 28, 2008

the day is magical...after all

Man, was I every worried! I thought I blew it! But she's coming to see me tomorrow! I really miss her! I have a BIG MOUTH and said the wrong things and I was selfish.. and felt terrible afterwards - so I have learned my lesson!

I do accept new friends and family and I will keep my snipiness in check..that's easy..really I'm off that god awful energy stuff..no more..it didn't help matters.

I must learn to give and love ....remember what I put I there I get right back.. like a mirror.. and it's immediate..too.. I might add..like a knee jerk reflex kind of thing!

You would think that I am old enough to know better... but guess I'm not!

Well I am now! I had just forgotten I guess.. because it was all deva vue to me while it was happening.

I thank my special spirit guides: Emma, Ezekiel, Edy and Georgette! Thanks for all of your help and guidance... and please don't ever leave my side and continue to look over and watch out for me. It seems I need all the help I can get! And please keep me patient, understanding, loving, affectionate, kind, warm and welcoming at all times besides safe, painfree, happy, cute, and monetarily sound......you know Christmas is coming up.. please help me with gift selections too. Again, I need all the help I can get! I so want to make the right choices for her and my friends..and gay family

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