well on this Labor Day I will type with two thumbs from my iPhone as it helps me and gusses what I try to type! Let me start off by saying I do not believe in reflection or looking back into the past! I believe the path is a foundation in which to build a brighter more enlighted future. Never look back only be grateful that I am not still stuck there wallowing in unhappiness. I love my ex and I love my lover and I love aloof my many friends most of which I got to see this weekend.

My friends are my spirit guides in desguise here to aid me on my journey and me on their's. What a blessed life. I can't wait until my next life either. I will be another beautiful feminine lesbian with long blond hair and very cute, beautil in fact. I will be extemely intelligent, musically talented with grace and wonderful rythrm. I will probably be a doctor with a Ph. I will be goreouslu happy and brillant never forgetting anything after I had heard or seen it just one time!

I will be very physical and active loving to run and bicycle. I will have wonderful common sense like j do now. And like I do now I will realize that the power lies within myself. I know that I create my own realities and I love it. This past weekend was magical, loving and wonderful. She and I are naturally happy and wonderfull together.

I am 30 both inside and out physically and spiritually. Life is grand! She is wonderful and doesn't hang around her family a lot and I love that about her. We had a wonderful time together and my ex and I are still connected by our hearts. It was wonderful to see her recently. I pray the universe protect her and keep her active, well and happy and loved - me too!

I wish to become quicker in my running pace. I have a half marathon coming up in the near future and life is grand. I pray if my ex gets a scooter that she is careful on it. Watching out for those medicated, crazed, dazed motorist!

I believe the universe, my spirit guides lead me on my journey to calmess filled with energy for physical activity and learning and most of all memory. I realiE too that I am very comfortable with my new love in my life! It's wonderful having someone so near and dear, available and easy to be with. I think she needs to worry less about taking care of others and more about taking car of hersef and yes, selfishly but isn't everyone - taking care of us - she and I.

We have only just begun and we need da h other. It seems so many others have such a head start on us. She will worry less about others and more about us . We need us. Does she worry out of guilt? Those that she worries about certainly to not worry about her! And there you are! People should learn to fend for themselves and not worry about others.