our own realties! Well Ezekiel rather narrows down to a fine point what I have been thinking anyway. So I think he reads the aura around me, past, present and future. And it's my thoughts that have produced that aura.
I guess through me he sees how my special someone is and how it effects me. Lately my special someone is about as cool and casual as any acquaintance or distance friend that I know. I hope things change - soon. And yet she wants to go with me to different events and sleep with me. She never tells me she loves me or that she misses me..she did at first. I'm getting tired of feeling that I am being put through a test..an on-going test. So from here on out..I'll just play the game too.
I guess it's her way of controlling, whipping me into shape I guess.
I like her and it's nice to have someone accompany me to different functions. But, without the affection intimacy is suffering on my part. She on the other hand can be cool and still get her jollies. I have no idea just how that works.
Damn, if I would have had time today I would have asked Ezekiel about that..like why does it matter to me..why am I so sensitive.
Ezekiel, by the way, is a channeled spirit who speaks through a woman. The woman is quite someone.. a real character..but that is beside the point. I feel sorry for her in her own misery..constant and getting worse everytime I see her interestingly enough.
So Ezekiel tells me my art will bring me money..he told me that last year when I was there. Guess I'll concentrate more on it then. I told him I can't decide which median and when I mentioned photography he went on and on about the captured split second. I am so tired now I could take a nap. Maybe I'll drink some coffee.. lots to do this evening.. like being entertaining.
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