Truly Magical!

Well, where should I begin? I was lonely and wanting someone who is available for a relationship and suddenly here she is. And once more, I'm ready this time around.

Yes, I guess timing is everything. You see two years ago I winked at an ad and she winked back and we discovered we have mutual friends and more - a common lover.

Well, she and I only got together one time with two of her friends which I discovered I really clicked with. I think I spent more time talking to them and not her. She and I should have gotten together on our own maybe things would have happened long before now.

But, I can't complain. You see, I had a mission to complete - which took about a total of two years.

Then several months back even - maybe a year ago I got an email from her friends mentioning a campaign or a documentary or something and I still wasn't ready I was hung up or satisfied with my afternoon lover. But, that grew old when I began to care and needed more of her. She's married.

I had a very loney weekend then by chance got another email from these two women again about another political documentary. Which, this time, I went out of my way to see so they and I could get together to discuss it. I mentioned her, have they seen her later? Is she in a relationship? Would she like to be - my thoughts are.

They emailed she was single and would be happy to hear from me. So I emailed her and she wants to see me too. We are going to make diner plans for the weekend. I'm excited.

Now grant you I haven't seen her for about two years. And only on evening then. She was fine. I wasn't! My mind was somewhere else. I thought I was a hot dog I think because I was running with younger people. I was emotionally confused. I had a ache but didn't know how to fill it. Several months later I hooked up with the married lady for afternoon sex - that went on for a while.

Now the married ladies two ex's are getting together. This should be interesting. I'm not sure if she knows I went with the married one.

I guess I had to get something out of my system is why I did it. No, that's not it. I had to complete the mission I was on for Edy. Okay, here's the story again. Way back when right after M got married are there abouts she met a woman, who had a long term partner, G. Where before you know it, married M, was messing around with partnered E. For years. Even while M was dating a nurse too. Very complex and complicated life.

Then in 2002 E died she was in her 80's. Yes, about 30 years older than M. In the fall of 2003, G died. I had always, since 1992, when my ex took me to see Ezekiel, a channeled spirit, visited a woman who channeled Ezekiel's spirit. I split with my 15 year partner L in fall of 2004 after I fell in love with a doctor. Actually, she was a angel who saved my life. A very wonderful, caring, sweet, people who say "I can't do this" when I kissed her as she innocently hugged me. Immediately I'm sure my file got a "what out for this one" stamp on it. I will love the good doctor until the day I die and beyond. Sometimes I think what takes a moment can last many lifetimes. I believe the good doctor and I probably loved in another life time but not meant to be together in this lifetime.

Anyway, I ended my long term relationship, ditched my family and moved to another state and dated a 35 year old for the summer of 05. I guess I was still getting over 05 when I had just the one concert outing with Li and her two friends so I wasn't in a relationship mood. But that Fall I talked to then hooked up with M. I had known who M was for years and there was just something about her - so I guess this mission was destiny for me; all written neatly before hand.

So I saw M for almost two years. Then I got lonely. I thought of Li and her two friends ocassionaly. Oh, I didn't finished the E and G story. Well, I believe my mission was to get M to see Ezekiel so she could speak with E and help her reunite with G. And yes, it happened. I have the tape to prove it! I just have to buy a damn tape player that works. They just don't last long and the tape door doesn't fit tight anymore.

After I met M she spoke often of E, said I reminded her of her an artist. I saw her picture she was in the service before becoming an artist. I would have liked her I know. I said to M I bet she watches over you. And another time when she spoke of E, I found myself saying and meaning it. "I think she would like to speak to you". Now you know you put those words in my mouth, don't you? And M agreed so I made an appointment for M to speak with Ezekiel. I listened to the tape it was really cool. After Ezekiel lectured M about her situation upon which M insisted she would never change - he asked her if their was someone she wished to speak to and M replies yes, E. Oh, she waits patiently pacing back and forth behind you. So Ezekiel was the middle guy between E and M's converations. M asked E are you with G? Do you get to see G? And E say no and I miss her. Ezekiel asked M what's her last name and she told him. Then Ezekiel says. "My she comes fast"! So yes, I helped get E and G reunited in the afterlife. They welded together Ezekiel described it. I pictured a beautiful loving embrace. You see G who died first couldn't fight her cancer while a year longer E did and I think G couldn't understand - why such a fight? I'm sure those two are having the time of their lives. They can go anywhere. You know I felt they were with us with M and I had sex later that evening and that was just fine with me. Our sex was especially beautiful that evening. In fact I invted them. I hope that doesn't seem weird but maybe, I thought, they can't feel the wonderful sensations there, on the otherside without being human.

So there you are I think that is why my life took a curve in 2004. And I beieve now I am receving a thank you gift from E and G for helping them get together. I believe that this relationship with Li will be beautiful, happy, loving, sharing, even steven and sexual to the soul.

You see, being with M was a listen to be learned because I have learned to appreciate Li, I think. Her life is simple - that you universe. I love simple - more time for us and why not? Thanks again universe. If you need anymore favors just let me know - only keep me well, happy, in love, wise, wealthy in the process. Make them good for me and good for you and you got a deal.

I can't wait to enjoy Li. Thanks again! No, my attitude has changed - she will be perfect, fun, loving, witty and sweet and very sexual. Yippee!